他

有一个人

他不与你计较

他对你万般呵护

他不让你饿肚子

他爱逗你笑

就这么有一个人

在你面前很可爱

在朋友面前很帅气

傻瓜傻瓜的叫着

其实你一点都不傻

开心时会找他述说

生气时会找他埋怨

伤心时会抱着他哭

忙碌时他会静静地在一旁等待

就这么一个人

傻傻地

牵了另一半的手

虽然手不够公主的嫩

但是我喜欢❤️

大学之涯（2014二月篇）

一个月的假期，参加了MyLDS，过了一个很热闹的新年，又回到闷闷的大学生活啦！刚开始上课的时候真的一点上课心情也没有。满脑子都在想着要去哪里玩吖？要去哪里吃吖？幸好新年期间没在体重计上加上几公斤，要不然我也就没有资本吃啦！
第一次参加CC trip， 去到自己没有去过的彭亨州。平时听到堂哥们讨论自己的家乡有多么好玩，自己也很想去看一看。现在就梦想成真啦！在这个CCtrip里面也认识到很多新朋友，不过记忆衰退的我还是记不到他们的名字…>.< 在这两天一夜的trip里，我最喜欢的是彩虹瀑布！虽然历经千辛万苦，越过大大小小的石头、穿过溪水、流了多少汗水、跌跌撞撞地来到美丽的彩虹瀑布，但一切都很值得。最难忘的是自己竟然跳下水，跟大伙儿一起玩水。不会游泳的我当然要靠朋友们扶着扶着才能走到瀑布下。去到Teluk Cempedak的沙滩，它没有像黄金海岸那么大、它的沙没那么细，但是陪我一起在沙滩上嬉戏的同伴们，个个都很帅很美，其他的事我也不理那么多啦！超喜欢CCtrip的感觉！一个字！赞！

I don't know what I'm jealous of
Is kinda funny for me
What I am doing now is
Keep all the secrets in my heart
Yup
You can't even understand what you need
SO you choose to stay silently
Time can prove anything

大学之涯（2014一月篇）

一月也就是考试的月份，平时懒懒散散的我，一到考试周就会无比地紧张。每一天都很努力地在啃书，当然最期待的是吃饭时间啦！每一天每一餐都跟室友一起吃、一起聊天，我们的友情也就这样建立起来。
考完试后，就是疯狂购物的时刻啦！yfky, edwin, kar ting 还有我，这四个奇怪的组合竟然跑去1 U 购物。当然到最后我是收获最多的那个小瓜啦！
之后就是MyLDS啦！在那里真的学了很多很多的东西。从陌生人到现在无所不谈的朋友，真的很难想象这六天竟然给我带来那么大的变化。
2014的一月份当然对我来说，是一个挑战，也是让我成长的一个月份。不管是physically还是mentally，我都要尝试自己一个人去面对。
陈凯璇，你长大了，你再也不是以前什么都不懂的小瓜了。

MyLDS'14

2-days Pre-MyLDS, 6-days MyLDS, I stayed in UM for a week, sacrified my one of my 4-weeks holiday to attend this conference. I can say that I never regret for attending this conference. It brings me lots of memories.

At first, I didn't expect much towards this conference. Everytime, my seniors told me how excellent, how fun the conference is, so I would like to give myself a try. Go explore how amazing the conference is as I missed the Xcapade already, I don't want to have a dull AIESEC life, I told to myself silently. I give myself an expectation towards MyLDS, that is go explore as much as I can, of course I must step out my comfort zone. 

First day of Pre-MyLDS, I felt a little bit excitement as I promised myself to enjoy this conference. I get to know some of the AIESECers that I never meet them. This 2-days Pre-MyLDS was very relaxing, I had more time to interact with all LCUM AIESECers, get to know each other well as well as we enjoyed the process ! Preparation of Global Village (GV), Square dance and roll call practice, chatting during lunch and dinner time as well as sugar cube session. I enjoyed every moments that we spent together. 

23/1/2014, It's the begining of MyLDS, 13 LC from all over Malaysia as well as international AIESECers gather at KPS. It's a big crowd that I never see before. First conference in UM, first saw 600++ participants gather together, first time represent LCUM, first time use the identity of AIESECers to know people from other LC. I had lots of first time experiences throughout my life that I experienced few days ago. I still can't believed that I had grown so much after this conference. From a little girl who afraid of anything, to a girl dare to share out her thought, dare to explore new things, dare to speak to the strangers until whole LCUM called me buaya queen. lol. 

I really want to thank my boss, my seniors and my friends who encouraged me to join MyLDS. Thanks you guys, I really have lots of fun and memories here. And I want to thank my friends from LCUM, thanks for accompanying and supporting me whenever I feel down in this conference. Thanks my Ji Mui buaya with me, comfort me when I collapse myself during some of the reasons. Thanks my teammate for exploring MyLDS together, we managed to solve all the obstacles that we had throughout this conference. Thanks to myself too. Thanks to ssx able to step out her comfort zone, allow herself to challenge her limitation, allow herself to explore more in her AIESEC journey.

Pumbaa hottogo !!!

We built up our friendship here !!!

We work hard to achive our dream !!!

Who we are? LCUM !!!

Proud to be part of AIESEC LCUM. I will Take The Lead !!!

2013之回顾

2013年可以说是在我生活19年中最精彩的一年。怎么说呢？erm... 也许我离开那温暖的家，到陌生的banting生活、一个人去适应没有父母、没有弟妹的生活，开始是有一些不习惯。想家，几乎每一天都做的事。在KMS里，我学会了独立，以前什么事都依赖着家人，到现在每一件事都尝试自己去做。从一点点就掉眼泪的我，到现在遇到再难的问题，强忍着眼泪，不在任何一个人面前掉下，这尊严慢慢地建立了起来。这一年一下子要适应两个地方的生活真不容易。先是KMS，后来就是UM。想起当时在USM和UM之间徘徊的时候，一个重要的决定决定了我的未来路该怎么走。也许当初我选了USM，我依然还是长不大的我，处处都有人为我遮风挡雨。在UM，可以说是挑战另外一面的我，犹豫、胆怯，让我在很多时候停下手，不敢放胆去做。有一位在这里认识，很要好的朋友，经常鼓励我勇敢地去挑战自己的极限，不管他骂了我多少次，我还是很感激他。因为在这里，每一天都会有新的挑战出现，不同的情况、不同的难度，都要靠自己双手去解决。在UM里，我更加肯定我选对大学了。认识一班那么疯癫的朋友，一直鼓励我去做自己想做的事，emo时还有娇小玲珑的‘姐姐’陪着我，这样才不会在一旁钻牛角尖。

之前一年的KMS，让我接触到什么是小小的社会，在那里长大了许多。在这1个学期的UM，也让我学了不少东西，在这里没有年龄之分，只有能力！才能在这里好好的活下去。曾经答应过自己，大学生活不应该那么平淡地过下去。我会尽力把自己的生活越活越精彩！还有三年的大学生涯，要珍惜！