I don't know what I'm jealous of
Is kinda funny for me
What I am doing now is
Keep all the secrets in my heart
Yup
You can't even understand what you need
SO you choose to stay silently
Time can prove anything

大学之涯（2014一月篇）

一月也就是考试的月份，平时懒懒散散的我，一到考试周就会无比地紧张。每一天都很努力地在啃书，当然最期待的是吃饭时间啦！每一天每一餐都跟室友一起吃、一起聊天，我们的友情也就这样建立起来。
考完试后，就是疯狂购物的时刻啦！yfky, edwin, kar ting 还有我，这四个奇怪的组合竟然跑去1 U 购物。当然到最后我是收获最多的那个小瓜啦！
之后就是MyLDS啦！在那里真的学了很多很多的东西。从陌生人到现在无所不谈的朋友，真的很难想象这六天竟然给我带来那么大的变化。
2014的一月份当然对我来说，是一个挑战，也是让我成长的一个月份。不管是physically还是mentally，我都要尝试自己一个人去面对。
陈凯璇，你长大了，你再也不是以前什么都不懂的小瓜了。

MyLDS'14

2-days Pre-MyLDS, 6-days MyLDS, I stayed in UM for a week, sacrified my one of my 4-weeks holiday to attend this conference. I can say that I never regret for attending this conference. It brings me lots of memories.

At first, I didn't expect much towards this conference. Everytime, my seniors told me how excellent, how fun the conference is, so I would like to give myself a try. Go explore how amazing the conference is as I missed the Xcapade already, I don't want to have a dull AIESEC life, I told to myself silently. I give myself an expectation towards MyLDS, that is go explore as much as I can, of course I must step out my comfort zone. 

First day of Pre-MyLDS, I felt a little bit excitement as I promised myself to enjoy this conference. I get to know some of the AIESECers that I never meet them. This 2-days Pre-MyLDS was very relaxing, I had more time to interact with all LCUM AIESECers, get to know each other well as well as we enjoyed the process ! Preparation of Global Village (GV), Square dance and roll call practice, chatting during lunch and dinner time as well as sugar cube session. I enjoyed every moments that we spent together. 

23/1/2014, It's the begining of MyLDS, 13 LC from all over Malaysia as well as international AIESECers gather at KPS. It's a big crowd that I never see before. First conference in UM, first saw 600++ participants gather together, first time represent LCUM, first time use the identity of AIESECers to know people from other LC. I had lots of first time experiences throughout my life that I experienced few days ago. I still can't believed that I had grown so much after this conference. From a little girl who afraid of anything, to a girl dare to share out her thought, dare to explore new things, dare to speak to the strangers until whole LCUM called me buaya queen. lol. 

I really want to thank my boss, my seniors and my friends who encouraged me to join MyLDS. Thanks you guys, I really have lots of fun and memories here. And I want to thank my friends from LCUM, thanks for accompanying and supporting me whenever I feel down in this conference. Thanks my Ji Mui buaya with me, comfort me when I collapse myself during some of the reasons. Thanks my teammate for exploring MyLDS together, we managed to solve all the obstacles that we had throughout this conference. Thanks to myself too. Thanks to ssx able to step out her comfort zone, allow herself to challenge her limitation, allow herself to explore more in her AIESEC journey.

Pumbaa hottogo !!!

We built up our friendship here !!!

We work hard to achive our dream !!!

Who we are? LCUM !!!

Proud to be part of AIESEC LCUM. I will Take The Lead !!!